life has been hectic. for a few days, motivated and ready for anything! then there's a trip, things begin to curve down.. and then.. dramatic pause.. it falls. sometimes you get snagged on the way down, gather yourself and start towards the top, but it takes awhile. knowing what you'll find when you get up there though, that's all the motivation you need, regardless of what gets in your way.
so, what is in my way? renovating a 60 year old house, a granma with an iron fist (stalin style), unemployment (which i have plotted and prepared plans to escape from. ah ha ha! *triumphant stance*) and an ocean full of the most evil villains!... self-doubt and low self-esteem. BUT.. again, i have plotted and planned (ah ha ha!) my vengance with lists of daily activities to get me where i want to be! things in the works that may transpire include - new deviantart, new blog (or a good ol' blog cleaning), my own website, an etsy place, limited-time free commissions, and goals, healthy challenging yet fun goals!
i plan on implementing these mid-to-late august, early september. first thing to happen, a vacuum of dust-swallowing fury and a wave full of rigorous disinfection! my domain shall be made clean! ah ha ha ha!
i'll keep ya posted. well, me.. and you, the other few that read this. yeah.
ah ha ha!